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I had a pretty Billick childhood in my

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early life I I grew up in contact with

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animals with nature forests I was very

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much in life in the world I was so busy

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being in the world that I never asked

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myself questions like that what is the

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world what is reality or who or what am

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I discussions didn't occupy my mind at

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all because I was just involved in this

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flow of life it's changed when I was 12

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years old because without any warning

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without in advance sign my father died

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very suddenly my life as I knew it ended

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then and there and everything had

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changed I felt like I was in freefall

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and had no references and as a reaction

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to that I myself changed my attitude

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towards life changed and I think that as

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if in an attempt to find closure I

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became very much focused on trying to

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understand life to understand the world

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what is the nature of the world what is

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the nature of life what and who are we

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and what are we doing here what is the

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meaning of it all if any these became

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the questions in the foreground of my

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life as opposed to some abstraction in

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the background and that I think pretty

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much made me who I who have become today

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who I am today and we have been for most

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of my adult life